As of 07.24.14.

I am a freshie now in college and I've been trying to adjust. Forgive me for the inactivity. Send me a message and I'll get back at 'ya as soon as possible.

Sometimes I fancy becoming someone else entirely. I could just shed off and scrub out this old skin of mine and come out as good as new.

That I could just leave this suffocating world I’m in and go off to some uncharted grounds and be a ruler in my own kingdom.

But that’s just not the way it is out here. You are who you are and there’s no getting out of it.

You are to carry on in your life bearing the scars that may come out bigger than others.

We all carry the weight of our identities.

Yet we have a choice.

We have a choice of making a better life out of this wreck we live in. We could turn the scraps of our being into something worthy.

I think that is the beauty of life. Of how we can be ourselves and someone better all at the same time.

July 24 | 8:17 | 2♥


yes, i am a hipster :-), have you heard of lana del rey?? probably not.

I’ve had this conversation before. XD

“The purpose of literature is to turn blood into ink.”

T.S. Eliot (via cassoday)

i sneeze to the smell of old books but this is nothing but a discomfort i deal with in doing the thing i love.

i hate it when my hand gets smeared with ink but this is nothing but an aftereffect of doing the thing i’m passionate about.

i don’t like it when people think i’m too chatty, it is nothing but a misunderstanding in the midst of wanting to be heard.

i’m bothered by how i sound, but it is nothing but a nuisance whenever i want to sing a happy tune

there are some things i’ll always have to deal with, and this is nothing but a means for me to become happy. 

you don’t always get to have what you wanted but you can always do something to get what you want

June 28 | 12:37

June 14 | 9:30 | 138♥ | spatteredink

Have you ever had an essay due soon but instead on working on it, you work on your next post on tumblr?

June 13 | 11:29 | 4♥

Everyone has their stream of consciousness. Mine is a raging river.

June 13 | 11:23 | 2♥

i fall asleep to the ticking of clocks
but i’ve spent my waking time counting
the seconds ticking by

i rise up to the buzzing of alarms
and scurry my way as i’m racing with
the hands ticking by

and i come to  realize the irony of time’s essence
how can something be so essential in the first place
when it was brought forth by man

we are enslaved by our own invention
in the hopes of progress, we ended up instead
with the frankenstein that enslaved his master

June 13 | 11:15 | 3♥

I am a certified college newbie who regularly gets lost in her campus and is socially awkward with people.

June 13 | 11:11 | 2♥

There are certain books that you can’t put down that you end up staying up late to finish in. In my opinion, this is one of those sort of books.

Being first in a series, Ransom Riggs presents an unforgettable book. He incorporates strange photography to his works which makes up a thrilling reading experience that puts you on the edge as the adventure takes place.

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June 4 | 11:36

I am knee deep in my own mire of depression. 
I have come to live in constant pain. 
Why is such the fate I have come to live in. 
Is it because of the sins of the past lives? 
Or is it just life draining the joy in me 
and trading it with utter lackluster. 

I am drowned in a body of saltwater.
No, not the sea nor the great oceans,
I am drenched and gasping for air
Due to the tears that come unceasingly.

Yes, I feel a sort of pain
And soon enough I have succumbed myself
To a sort of numbness.
Has my heart gone metal?
If so, why does my soul feel evermore troubled.

Yes, I am not the saddest person in the world.
But neither am I happy in such a state.
I cannot imagine a sadness beyond this margin

Sometimes I wish to flee from how I feel
But how can you hide from the very thing 
That comes from within
I guess this is how it ought to be
And I shall let it be

It does not end there
I refuse to end right here
I may be an anchor
I may sink
But I will show you how strong I can be

June 4 | 10:23 | 2♥

Books I’ve Read

May 17 : Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs
May 18 : Hollow City by Ransom Riggs
May 18 to 19 : The Selection by Kierra Cass
May 19: The Elite by Kierra Cass
May 20 : An Abundance of Katherines by John Greed
May 21 : The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-time Indian by Sherman Alexie
May 21 : The Carrie Diaries by Candace Bushnell
May 22 : The Prince (a novella of The Selection) by Kierra Cass
May 22 : The Guard (a novella of The Selection) by Kierra Cass
May 22 : The One by Kierra Cass
May 22 to 25 : Paper Towns by John Green
May 25 to 26 : I am Number Four by Pittacus Lore
May 26 to 28 : The Power of Six by Pittacus Lore
May 28 to 29 : The Rise of Nine by Pittacus Lore
May 29 to 30 : The Fall of Five by Pittacus Lore
May 30 to 31 : The Ocean at the End of the Lane by Neil Gaiman
May 31 to June 1 : Starters by Lissa Price
June 1 to 2 : Enders by Lissa Price
June 2 to 3 : Under the Never Sky by Veronica Rossi
June 3 : Roar and Liv by Veronica Rossi
Currently Reading : Through the Ever Night by Veronica Rossi

June 4 | 10:18 | 2♥

Been tagged by lovely Ate Dona ( 18thnostalgia-avenue ). Thanks me for saving me from having no idea of what to post.


1) What are you wearing? A hello kitty top that say “I ♥ Nerds” and shorts . p.s. Don’t judge me

2) Ever been in love? I don’t think so. For God, perhaps, yeah.

3) Ever had a terrible breakup? Nope. Lol.

4) How tall are you? 5 feet and 4 inches or 5 inches. not sure

5) How much do you weigh? 54 kilos. Though this was taken last month. lol.

6) Any tattoos? Nope. I guess I’m not planning to get one unless I was Dauntless in Divergent. If so, hell yeah, I’ll get one.

7) Any piercings? Yeah, one on each ear.

8) OTP? Kind of a hard decision to make given all the fandoms I am in. Hmm. Guess my one true pairing is Clary and Jace <3 from Mortal Instruments.

9) Favorite show? Beauty and the Beast, Pretty Little Liars, Adventure Time, Carrie Diaries

10) Favorite bands? Too many to list but here are some: The Neighbourhood, Alt-J , Arctic Monkeys, Bastille

11) Something you miss? I miss my busy days. I guess I’m kind of a workaholic.

12) Favorite song? Forgive my taste if you don’t like alternative bands. Breezeblocks by Alt-J, Afraid by The Neighbourhood and Do You Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys

13) How old are you? 16 and turning seventeen this May 17 :)

14) Zodiac sign? Taurus.

15) Quality you look for in a partner? Someone who is true to himself.

16) Favorite Quote? The universe conspires in order for you to achieve it. A motto of mine since I started high school. Worked pretty well you know.

17) Favorite actor/actress? Jennifer Lawrence and Lily Collins

18) Favorite color? Turquoise

19) Loud music or soft? Loud.

20) Where do you go when you’re sad? to my room . and to the bathroom once my eyes get all teary.

21) How long does it take you to shower? 20 minutes but it could take 35 if I’m not in a hurry.

23) Ever been in a physical fight? Yeah . lol.

24) Turn on? smells nice and unafraid to show weakness

25) Turn off? bad attitude

26) The reason I joined Youtube? I don’t post vids by I watch and comment on new music discoveries.

27) Fears? I fear that the Human Centipede becomes a reality. That would be morbid crap.

28) Last thing that made you cry? books . where authors heartlessly kill characters I feel attached to in the plot

29) Last time you said you loved someone? A while ago to my mom.

30) Meaning behind your YouTube Name? Lol. It is just my name.

31) Last book you read? Iron Daughter (second book to Iron Fey Saga)

32) The book you’re currently reading? Iron Daughter . I’m not done with it . lol

33) Last show you watched? Vampire Diaries.

34) Last person you talked to? My mom.

35) The relationship between you and the person you last texted? A friend I met during a convention in Baguio.

36) Favorite food? Pizza and Fries <3

37) Place you want to visit? London :)

38) Last place you were? My room

39) Do you have a crush? I dunno . lol ;)

40) Last time you kissed someone? this morning, my mom.

41) Last time you were insulted? Today, by my mom too . lol.

42) Favorite flavor of sweet? chocolate. milk or dark

43) What instruments do you play? damn . i’m not musically inclined. but i do know how to play the lyre. does it count? lol.

44) Favorite piece of jewelry? rings :)

45) Last sport you played? Volleyball

46) Last song you sang? All of Me

47) Favorite chat up line? I used to like WeChat but it got out of the trend

48) Have you ever used it? yeah .

49) Last time you hung out with anyone? with friends to our future college. hehe. with family to buy stuff.

50) Who should answer these questions next? everyone else . but especially lovezeether stonesandscars trixaaaye lordemusic

April 20 | 8:48 | 4♥
Anonymous:dili man gani magshare nga classmates mi nimo kim nga 4 years na. kanang anonymous pa kaha imong tubagon? tubagon na na kim!

haha.  lagee lagee. knsa ni ? abbie? ann?

April 20 | 8:07
Anonymous:Kinsang crush mo?

Halaaa. bisaya oh. nganu man daw tika ingnan ? kinsa ni? :/

April 20 | 7:45